Time and again I ask myself, Is this worth it,
Time and again I ask myself, why make a fool of yourself,
Time and again I repeat the same mistake with my heart,
Time and again, I hurt myself and my heart like a fool.
Love beckons from unknown sources, but no,
Alas, my heart seeks the known hurt and pain,
Like a fool, I end up at the same doorstep,
Where, I know, this will never last a lifetime.
Why does this happen, I wonder?
Why is unattainable, so alluring?
Why the heart wants, what it can’t get?
Why do I induce so much pain for myself?
Am I my own enemy, I wonder,
For no one hurts me, like I hurt myself,
I always seek what I can’t get, ending up with,
A scarred heart and one more frozen memory.
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For my Pencliff Friends. Happy Reading and Happy Blogging 😃
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I can resonate with this completely
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Oh ya Adhi …..totally isn’t it…..
Thanks for dropping in.
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Wow ! This is really thought provoking.
Yes ,I do think that we are our enemies 💯
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Haha….you are so right there Sumeet. Thanks for dropping in Pal. We end up loving what is denied for us…
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That’s true. We are such a weird creatures 😂
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Weird is a weird term….are we all really that weird. ……… It’s pathetic….isn’t it? Thinking that we are weird makes me more weird…
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Hahaha ! The whole world is weird. Isn’t that weird?
😂
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Ya ! Totally weird….
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God!!! Did I misspell your name again ??? Oops I am sorry Sumith…
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Actually it was the correct one. It’s sumeet only 😂
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Haha….how funny of me…i just didn’t want to take the chance with your name like the first time some months ago…
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Hahaha ! It’s okay , sumith is cute too😉😉
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Oho..Acha ?😁
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Haaa😁
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So, i can use both, ain’t it?
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Yes. Whichever you like 😁
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I am honoured… Sumi…😁
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One more , nice 😂
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I thought 3 options are better compared to two😉. Don’t u agree?
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Hahaha😂😂 More choices are always better 😂
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Uhmm….So it’s any one of this three officially and in honour given to me to address you.. ..Pact signed and dealt with. ….
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Hahahaha , yes ! You’re free to use any one of them 😉
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Shukriya Janab….
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Haha 😂 Shukriya Janab-e-ali
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Gaya kaam se….now till i droop to sleep I am going to keep humming this Janab-e-ali song by default.
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Aap ka kya hoga 😂😂😂
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Wahi hoga jo manjur e khuda hoga….
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Noor e khuda ,noor e khuda
tu kaha chupa hume ye bata.
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Kabhi aasman ke tharon mein ,kabhi samundhar ki lahron mein…ya kabhi…kabhi yehan WP mein.😁
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Waah waah 😀😉😉
Waise ,wp me kon hai aisa 😁
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WP mein tum saare log hein na…hamesha
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Aur aap bhi 😊
Btw check your mailbox .
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Han bilkul mein bi…
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Wow…beautiful compositon.👌👌👌
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Oh thank you so much Madhusudan ji…
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स्वागत एआपका अनामिका जी।।।।
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Aaapko mera shub ratri Madhusudhan ji…
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So sad! 😔 Is any of this real?
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Sadly…..isn’t it this case with most of us?
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Sometimes yes.
The better is not to repeat the same mistake but…. We’re humans
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Exactly why Novus…exactly why this poem came up.. .
It’s been a while Novus…How are you?
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i’m ok. some ups and some downs, as you I guess. Never despair, hope is always around the corner
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Oh ya! And in this hope we carry on …Take care of yourself Novus.
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Thank you. You too
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Sure will do Novus.
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Wow
Dormant volcano of creative poems is active again.
Next time when i see a beautiful girl, my mind will sing
Why is unattainable, so alluring? 😁
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Oh ya the dormant just erupted and hope to keep flowing poems and a few prose too…
Haha….Seems like you just discovered a new Anthem for yourself everytime ” Ek ladki kho deka tho aisa laga”…. Right Unni? 😁
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Yeah.. All thanks to ur poem… 😁👍🏽
Aaj aapka ye poem shaandar hei..
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Bass aaj ka hi shaandhar hein….? Baaki sab bekaar hein kya?
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(must return this same question)
Baaki sab mera jaise hei
Abh main kaisa hoom? Shaandar ya bekar? Bolo ji
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Very difficult question…. can i have audience poll please?
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No
Only phone a friend (me)
😬👍🏽
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I think, I do deserve an audience poll. You better agree or you knw what I can do 😏…(Let him write his own posts….I will show him then what an opinion poll can be 😠)
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Anamika waiting for my next post
Year 3019
Still waiting 😂
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Muje aur bi kaam hein….Tum karo apni manmaani. Mein chali.
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Anamika -“mujhe aur bhi kaam hein”
(Waits for the next post like tiger waiting for deer)
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Haha….you are really a funny guy…. ( True. ..very true)
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😂👍🏽
Happy sunday anamika ji
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Aap ko bhi…Sunny and funny Sunday wishes.
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Lovely
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Thank you Ravi ji.
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You’re welcome always Anamika Ji
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So are you, always welcome to drop in.. .
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My favourite part is “I hurt myself and my heart like a fool.
Love beckons from unknown sources, but no, Alas, my heart seeks the known hurt and pain”
Amazing poem❣
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Thank you Ashish…..So sweet of you to mention what you liked the best in this rendition. You never fail to do that Ashish.
Thank you for your amazing response…
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Hehehehehe😁😁😁
BTW ma’am I had written a post named as ‘Divine Love’. Have a look and give your feedback.
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Sure Ashish….
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Thank you ma’am🌺😊
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Wow
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Thank you Kashu…
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Wc
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Well penned.
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Thank you much Muntazir….
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Hi, Ana
Enjoyed reading the poetry by crying continuously …don’t ask in detail…as to how both are possible simultaneously ?
I want a straight answer from the creator of this post.
1.Why this particular poetess wants all of us to cry ? ( I think I am in a crying mode ever since I started enjoying the prowess of the poetry of this extraordinary poetess of modern times). Is it because the poetess is able to make the readers immerse themselves in the feelings ?
2.When is this particular character in all of these wonderful poetry so far the creator has posted…..going to have happy face ?
3. The author of all these poetry ….can be a bit considerate to this main character (in all the poetry ) and even help finding the soulmate.
Hi Ana I wrote the above on a lighter note ……..not to take a serious note….now a days I started really enjoying your poetry and the beautiful paintings/photos based on the essence of the story line.
Hats off !
Continue to post more of this kind of poetry.
I took the most difficult decision of my life.No more reading of your prose stuff ! from now on wards only the poetry.
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Oh My…My..You had me till the last of this response, open mouthed…
This is one of the few responses which took my breath away …
I feel blessed to have some one become this emotional while reading my humble words. .
And Sri, I am honoured when you…. a prose preferer, choose to prefer my poems over my prose… I am delighted that they engross you so much.
But making my readers become emotional every time they read my work is not my intention at all. So I have written something on a positive note and a positive change which happened to the character I have created in my poems. After all it’s Valentine’s Day isn’t it. Thought ….will just concentrate on the topic of the day….Love. Hope.you enjoy it and only relish ” Mystique Love” with a smile on your face. Sri… Smile should be the only emotion I need to see on your face today when you enjoy it…
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Appreciate Ana,Had many smiles after I read your jawab and I did not forget the importance of to day. My very first sentence and last sentence says I enjoyed reading your poetry.Deciding to read your poetry alone brought lot of smiles on me since I never in my life for a second…. thought of going through anybodys’ poetry.How one can change over the time.!…Change is the way of Life…How true!
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Seriously Sri…I was just wondering the same. I can still remember the first time you told in one of my post, that poetry is like Greek and Latin to you… surely from there you have come a long way. Uhmm why am I getting an intuition that you might start attempting one of your own soon …😁
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Why not? With blessings of Guruji Ana……..the day is not far off !.
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Haha…nalla joke naan guru ji…I myself am a student in the vast ocean of poetry Sri..but surely any help you need never think twice to ask. I am always there and you know it.
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Gracias
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Yes, it’s a beautiful composition. I can very well relate. By the nature of being a person of the world.
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Thank you and glad u could relate. Yes being in the same boat in the same river called life…its relatable . ..
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People should learn from you to portray sadness in a beautiful content…
Should I feel sad for the content or feel blessed to read such a beautiful poem….
As always best of your writing……!!!
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Moonji ku nera pugazhadhe Chirpy… .A wise man has told. Jokes apart.. .appreciate your emotional feelings gelling together with mine…a rare appreciation from a reader to feel personal about the writing. This shows you have a compassionate heart towards the people you care about… which is a good trait for a good soul. So Chirpy keep continuing to be the good soul you are.
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Hahaha again ah… Apo thirumbi nillu ma…. Aparam pugazhuren… ..Ithu enake thirupi ice veikra madri iruku… All your readers show their at most love for your writings….
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Ice ellam ille…Jo muje laga meine bhol diya…bass. I am honoured and feel blessed to have their sincere appreciation. (Including you too of course). What more a could a writer ask for ? This love and affection overwhelms me sometimes.
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That’s right.. Appreciation and a little affection is what every writer needs….
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That is right ,including you and me…writes runs on this fuel …if not for this we wouldn’t be motivated much.
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Soo beautiful. I just love the feelings. It just melts. 😍😍
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Thank you Ramyani …ya sometimes your heart can play the trick on you and I understand this situation is melting your heart now. But glad you liked it…
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It’s always my pleasure. 😁
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😃😃😃
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Love your style…
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Thank you so much Taruna. Welcome to my blog.
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Praising you everytime will be foolish or not?
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Haha….do you really think it will b foolish? It will b a pity…
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I expected such clever & a true reply😂, bt everytime when I read ur writings Im at loss of words, u always write something that touches r hearts and makes us think.
People like u aren’t easily available nowadays that can create magic.
One thing is that u r very talented… U should maybe write a book or fr some newspaper or something more recognized than on WP.
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Offo..aapne na meri bholi bandh ki…….ek tho i am floating.. oopar se mein kya kahu…… if i go in search of other fames won’t you all miss me…that’s why i stick on here😜…
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Mai tho other places ka exclusive subs ban jaunga… Try magazine something, Im not joking.. Seriously try something other that has wider audience…
You have the talent & WP is only fr hobby stuff..
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But wonder who would want to publish my work? I am just a drop in the ocean Anonymous…
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Even if u r a drop u r still visible, u have something… You should look beyond of WP, I bet one day u will get tired of this platform…
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I don’t knw about getting tired of this platform. ..but as you and other few good souls have been telling, its time I looked beyond the horizon ….
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Hope you look beyond soon… ND do specially inform me when u do so 😉
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Oh yes Anonymous sure to do so…
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Loved it and completely agree that before others , we are our own enemy!!
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Haha…so true isn’t it…especially concerning the matters of heart😉
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Always ❤️
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wow ♥️ so nicely written 👏
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Thank you so much Khushboo….
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