La Douleur

Pain becomes integral part of your life,
And then you realise there is no where to run,
No words comfort you and  everything hurts,
Looking beyond the pain itself becomes painful.

Sunrise comes so does the sunset,
All the while you realise that it hurts,
The world quick to judge, not witnessing
The bruises you have acquired all the while,

Years zoomed past by and so did life on this earth,
The fact that your days on this earth are counted,
Makes it more fearful, when I look back, I realise,
I wanted so much more, but I gained so less.

May be it could have been worse than what it is now,
I know I need to be more grateful than being grudgeful,
But I cry inside and outside, I scream out in my head,
Who will see the boiling thoughts in my mind.

Alas, the pain gets through me and it wins,
And I sulk and gets curled up into myself,
I slowly crouch inside my own self the cocoon I have,
Slowly suffering the hurt from the inside and the pain from outside.


Author: anamikaisblogging

Uhmm! What do I say abt myself. Love to read, write, watch tons of movies and loves music. Educated enough to enlighten a few things to a few some who shows the interest to listen. This is me in a nutshell. Will let out little by little, like the cat out of the bag. Ok I think it's time to let out one more passion of mine, which I as much love as writing, and that is cooking. Trying out different new recipies with a slight variation added of mine makes my culinary skills a little adventurous cuisine.

8 thoughts on “La Douleur”

  1. Your post is very touching, and I can relate to what you describe about pain, because I’ve had a nerve pain this entire year and it’s still aching. In all of this I’ve learned that pain is not from God since he sent his son to atone for all sin, “by Jesus’ stripes, we are already healed. I pray this verse whenever the pain returns, and it eventually disappears, now ever closer to Him upon whom I rely for everything. I hope these thoughts comfort you in this 2023 new year, sincerely, your scribeforlove.

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  2. Dear Anamika,

    This world may seem indifferent and unsympathetic. That is why the Holy Bible says that don’t desire the worldly pleasures because we don’t belong here. Otherwise why would our dear God would save us through His only beloved Son? We’re mere travellers here and our destination is where our Heavenly Father is. Look ever unto Jesus! He has prepared a place for us in Heaven where there is no crying, pain, sorrow, hunger, thirst and not even death. As it is written in Rev. 22:3, “No longer will there be any curse.” HALLELUJAH!!!

    God bless!

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