Time and Again…

Time and again I ask myself, Is this worth it,
Time and again I ask myself, why make a fool of yourself,
Time and again I repeat the same mistake with my heart,
Time and again, I hurt myself and my heart like a fool.

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Love beckons from unknown sources, but no,
Alas, my heart seeks the known hurt and pain,
Like a fool, I end up at the same doorstep,
Where, I know, this will never last a lifetime.

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Why does this happen, I wonder?
Why is unattainable, so alluring?
Why the heart wants, what it can’t get?
Why do I induce so much pain for myself?


Am I my own enemy, I wonder,
For no one hurts me, like I hurt myself,
I always seek what I can’t get, ending up with,
A scarred heart and one more frozen memory.

Author: anamikaisblogging

Uhmm! What do I say abt myself. Love to read, write, watch tons of movies and loves music. Educated enough to enlighten a few things to a few some who shows the interest to listen. This is me in a nutshell. Will let out little by little, like the cat out of the bag. Ok I think it's time to let out one more passion of mine, which I as much love as writing, and that is cooking. Trying out different new recipies with a slight variation added of mine makes my culinary skills a little adventurous cuisine.

110 thoughts on “Time and Again…”

      1. เคธเฅเคตเคพเค—เคค เคเค†เคชเค•เคพ เค…เคจเคพเคฎเคฟเค•เคพ เคœเฅ€เฅคเฅคเฅคเฅค

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  1. Hi, Ana
    Enjoyed reading the poetry by crying continuously …don’t ask in detail…as to how both are possible simultaneously ?

    I want a straight answer from the creator of this post.

    1.Why this particular poetess wants all of us to cry ? ( I think I am in a crying mode ever since I started enjoying the prowess of the poetry of this extraordinary poetess of modern times). Is it because the poetess is able to make the readers immerse themselves in the feelings ?

    2.When is this particular character in all of these wonderful poetry so far the creator has posted…..going to have happy face ?

    3. The author of all these poetry ….can be a bit considerate to this main character (in all the poetry ) and even help finding the soulmate.

    Hi Ana I wrote the above on a lighter note ……..not to take a serious note….now a days I started really enjoying your poetry and the beautiful paintings/photos based on the essence of the story line.

    Hats off !

    Continue to post more of this kind of poetry.

    I took the most difficult decision of my life.No more reading of your prose stuff ! from now on wards only the poetry.

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    1. Oh My…My..You had me till the last of this response, open mouthed…
      This is one of the few responses which took my breath away …
      I feel blessed to have some one become this emotional while reading my humble words. .
      And Sri, I am honoured when you…. a prose preferer, choose to prefer my poems over my prose… I am delighted that they engross you so much.
      But making my readers become emotional every time they read my work is not my intention at all. So I have written something on a positive note and a positive change which happened to the character I have created in my poems. After all it’s Valentine’s Day isn’t it. Thought ….will just concentrate on the topic of the day….Love. Hope.you enjoy it and only relish ” Mystique Love” with a smile on your face. Sri… Smile should be the only emotion I need to see on your face today when you enjoy it…

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      1. Appreciate Ana,Had many smiles after I read your jawab and I did not forget the importance of to day. My very first sentence and last sentence says I enjoyed reading your poetry.Deciding to read your poetry alone brought lot of smiles on me since I never in my life for a second…. thought of going through anybodys’ poetry.How one can change over the time.!…Change is the way of Life…How true!

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      2. Seriously Sri…I was just wondering the same. I can still remember the first time you told in one of my post, that poetry is like Greek and Latin to you… surely from there you have come a long way. Uhmm why am I getting an intuition that you might start attempting one of your own soon …๐Ÿ˜

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  2. People should learn from you to portray sadness in a beautiful content…
    Should I feel sad for the content or feel blessed to read such a beautiful poem….
    As always best of your writing……!!!

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    1. Moonji ku nera pugazhadhe Chirpy… .A wise man has told. Jokes apart.. .appreciate your emotional feelings gelling together with mine…a rare appreciation from a reader to feel personal about the writing. This shows you have a compassionate heart towards the people you care about… which is a good trait for a good soul. So Chirpy keep continuing to be the good soul you are.

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      1. Hahaha again ah… Apo thirumbi nillu ma…. Aparam pugazhuren… ..Ithu enake thirupi ice veikra madri iruku… All your readers show their at most love for your writings….

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      2. Ice ellam ille…Jo muje laga meine bhol diya…bass. I am honoured and feel blessed to have their sincere appreciation. (Including you too of course). What more a could a writer ask for ? This love and affection overwhelms me sometimes.

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      1. I expected such clever & a true reply๐Ÿ˜‚, bt everytime when I read ur writings Im at loss of words, u always write something that touches r hearts and makes us think.
        People like u aren’t easily available nowadays that can create magic.
        One thing is that u r very talented… U should maybe write a book or fr some newspaper or something more recognized than on WP.

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  3. Mai tho other places ka exclusive subs ban jaunga… Try magazine something, Im not joking.. Seriously try something other that has wider audience…
    You have the talent & WP is only fr hobby stuff..

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