Shadow of the Moon

Like the shadow of the moon and the ripples which reverberated,
Mind which is clouded with the shadow of the doubts hunted,
Mind which is filled with echoes of the murmurs around,
Like the night filled with mysterious mindless whisperer haunted.

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As the colourless daylight fades away, I sit alone in my dark room,
Neither the daylight holds any meaning nor the darkened night,
Days pass by, months go on quietly, years move ahead swiftly,
With nothing but promises of more lonely and empty days ahead.

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Life is a strive, I guess I was born into the midst of qualms,
Fighting always against the spirits which keeps me down,
Always been misjudged and mistrusted in every stage of life,
Bringing out the rebel inside instead of an understanding approach.

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Always insecure with the insecurities of those with me,
Never been understood, never, when  I needed others to,
All this takes a toll on the mind and my mind despair,
Like a restless wind I howl and howl, I want to get louder.

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A little voice in the mind says end it all, just surrender,
Once it ends all ends with it, the fight, the rebellion, the restlessness,
A quiet little place awaits with nothing but a stream running,
Where I remain like a shadow along with the shadow of the moon.

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Anamika …

Author: anamikaisblogging

Uhmm! What do I say abt myself. Love to read, write, watch tons of movies and loves music. Educated enough to enlighten a few things to a few some who shows the interest to listen. This is me in a nutshell. Will let out little by little, like the cat out of the bag. Ok I think it's time to let out one more passion of mine, which I as much love as writing, and that is cooking. Trying out different new recipies with a slight variation added of mine makes my culinary skills a little adventurous cuisine.

10 thoughts on “Shadow of the Moon”

  1. So much emotion and struggle in this one. I hope it helps you to write it all out. And I hope that by “end it all” you mean let go and trust God with your life because He is able to turn your struggles into something amazing and joyful. I do believe this. I’ve struggled a lot, too, but He pulls me out of that just in time. He’s got you covered, too, Ana.

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    1. Helloz Teens, so nice to hear back from you again, hope both of you are doing good. And hope and pray Andrew is feeling better these days. Yes only writing down helps me to vent it out. Otherwise it’s choking inside. I am unable to deal with it when it’s inside me, feels a lot better once it comes out as words. I think it works like a catharsis for me to put my emotions flow in a poem. It ease me out. Thanks a bunch for the encouraging words Teens… You have been a great comfort and support past these days. May God bless you more and more with his Mercy and Grace. ❤️

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      1. I’m so glad to hear that it works like a catharsis for you. Yes, it’s always a good thing to release those things that choke us. . You’re in my heart and in my prayers. ❤ May God Bless you the same Ana. Take care my friend.

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