Memoirs Of A Life Gone By ….

I went down the memory lanes,
To those places, I zoomed by,
In my fast driven vehicle, in and around those lanes,
As the picture of my life in front of my eyes zoomed by.

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Was that my life, I am really seeing?
I asked myself this over and over again,
It seemed like a different life and a different being,
When did I ever became such a different person?

Is that what they call metamorphism?
I don’t know, will I ever see that life again?
Or did I loose it on my way to become this version of myself,
I feel petrified, every time I think about it.            IMG-20180511-WA0005

I am not that same girl who had the wings,
Who like a butterfly, could never be still even for a minute,
Today, sits for hours together like a pillar,
Oh butterfly, when did you become the ugly moth?

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Yes, I did not die a physical death,
As others still see it, I am alive,
But yet, I did die a death inside,
Where that butterfly girl is no more.

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Visions criss cross over in my memory, of that life, I had lived,
Long ago, in another lifetime it seems now,
Could fate play a cruel game more in my life?
Making me a mere shadow of my past.

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Life goes on still, I occupy myself in different things now,
Could the fate be a tad kinder to me, at least now,
By making me forget my yesterday and it’s effects,
Let me start a new chapter in my new Memoirs, for my next travel down the memory lane.              IMG-20180512-WA0001

Author: anamikaisblogging

Uhmm! What do I say abt myself. Love to read, write, watch tons of movies and loves music. Educated enough to enlighten a few things to a few some who shows the interest to listen. This is me in a nutshell. Will let out little by little, like the cat out of the bag. Ok I think it's time to let out one more passion of mine, which I as much love as writing, and that is cooking. Trying out different new recipies with a slight variation added of mine makes my culinary skills a little adventurous cuisine.

78 thoughts on “Memoirs Of A Life Gone By ….”

  1. Hey you don’t seem alright. Are you? But you know hitting the contact form on my blog is not a very difficult process. Ya?😂😂
    Well it was so very beautifully written. And be the butterfly you.😂

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    1. Thank you for the concern, ya i knw u are always there. There is a lifespan for the butterfly, after which the butterfly in you has to find another form to carry on. Thank you for encouraging the post Shreya.

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  2. I just wanted to remind you of a malayalam song written and sung byRev. Sajan achen, ” oru mazhayum thorathirunittilla,oru kaatum adangathirunittilla, oru raavum pularathirunittila, oru novum maarathirunittilla”; meaning: there’s not a single rain that has not stopped, or there’s not a storm that has not subsided, nor there’s not a night which was not followed by a dawn, and there’s not a pain that has not been overcome. I request you to kindly hear that song sung by Sajan achen along with his testimony. God bless you.

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    1. Emotional tho mein hamesha hun. Thab bhi aur aaj bhi…..somethings are hard to forget. By the way, this blog was surely not in the list I gave you for your weekend browsing…..😁.Kar kya rahe hon yehaan…bhool gaye? Poems are not ur genre…..isz thara aap mere poore blog padthe gaye tho mein poora khulam khula book ho jayenge aapke saamne….😁haha…😁

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      1. Kal bahut bore ho raha tha toh socha randomly check karun then this post came out of nowhere while scrolling… khulam Khula hona acha hai waise koi shikhayat nahi hogi na..

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      2. Haha…thavalai thadukkanna thannile.thaane vizha mudiyum…neenge.andha kavipriya Krishna Moorthy blog poyi parunge and that A voice from Iran poyi parunge. Adhu kappuram mum bore adicha Bone collector parunge. Day mudinjidum. Kal chutti ya working there?

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      3. That’s a big story yar… I ll tell u in another occasion.. yes kerelites.. they landed here long back and made good relations with Arabs today every house in Kerala there ll be atleast one person working in gulf..

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      4. Yes! Do share it in your blog as one of your sharing experience if u like it. Otherwise we can catch on it later. Yes Kerala’s major income is from gulf. But the boom and craze for gulf jobs has come down there too among the younger generation.

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      5. Arre! Abhi shuru hi nahi hua isze pehle you are talking about winding up…you must go on atleast for all of our sake….try posting some things which you think will interest others, some random thoughts ya inspirational or your inner emotions etc
        We can discuss how you landed up here later too.

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      6. Oh Wow! That’s interesting and nice to hear…Great to meet you here. The Best part of being in a blog like WordPress is it’s a platform where you meet like minded people and connect unlike other social media applications.

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      7. Yes getting more things to learn and share..
        Monday as always same in every corner of the world… work load ho ya na ho Monday(Sunday) mathlab pressure…………..

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      8. Haha….😁😁. French le solla try pannirundhal unga brain ode sethu endhum rake aayirukkum… so i don’t take unnecessary risks. Ya what’s the point in becoming all serious in life, take it easy policy of prabhu deva and A R rahmans song works out fine for me.
        There are two more thrillers in Tamil, don’t knw whether u saw itl
        Imaikkaa Nodigal
        And
        Irumbu Thirai

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      9. Ok will add to my list. Downloaded Arjun Reddy strday, will watch it tdy. If you don’t mind soft rom movie”” Me before you” is heart warming. Games of Thrones dragon queen Emily clark plays the female lead. Its totally a different love story.

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