Peek -A-Boo

Sometimes, my thoughts just wander away. I lie down at times looking at my ceiling, and my thoughts just wander away. What if it had happened like that, what if I had done it like this, kind of thoughts. Some times I wished I had a different life altogether. This life what I live right now could have been different, but it didn’t and that is the truth; I should learn to live the truth . And the earlier I learn and accept that, the better.                       IMG-20180205-WA0001All the pain I endure, teaches me something but I find it hard to accept it as a gain. There are days I get up and wish, if things were just normal. I wish all what I go through now is just a bad dream, and I wake back to my normal self. And I just sigh a long relief and say, Thank God, it was just a dream. But, nothing like that ever happens, and I still go through all the pain.

Very many times, We may ask some questions, of which we might not know the answers. I remember hearing Bob Dylan’s ‘ The answer my friend is blowing in the wind.’ in my mind over and over. Ya! Whatever that means. What do I do with the answers which is blowing in the wind? Of what use are those answers to me which doesn’t make any real sense to me.

We all bury our secrets within us. And the deeper the burial, the darker the secret. Some times all these burials and dark secrets can make us feel so empty.  But it has to remain that way for the betterment. Betterment of us and our loved ones I suppose. As they say, its a human sign, when things go wrong, we tend to hide our true feelings and cover it up all. And then we kind of withdraw into the caves we make for ourselves. For sometime we can try to patch up, but you can’t erase the past. It catches up some how with you, at least in your mind.

But, isn’t it a fact that were it not for some of the many things we have had to endure, we would not look at things with the depth that we do now. In a way, bad things are good, if only because they give the good its meaning. And we really value and cherish the good things in life.                              IMG-20180204-WA0000.jpgWe all make choices in our life, but the hard part is to be living with them. Some battles are worth fighting for, some leave us scarred for life. Battles fought within are the toughest. At some point you have to choose between life and fiction. Its two different things. A complete contrast of each other.

Happiness have always played peek a boo with me in my life. It always has been the vibrant flower at the end of the long stem swaying along with the wind playing hide and seek from my sight. It sometimes comes with all its colour and vibrance and dances in front of me. And then when I slowly sways along, it disappears from my sight and hides itself and I get stuck in my place.

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I thank God the Almighty for those glances of happiness in my life for me to go on and survive in this world. During the density of the problems I find this peek a boo of happiness in my life an inspiration and I aspire to do something different within my capacity. Life with all its difficulties becomes worthwhile because of such light moments in it. And the people behind these light and supportive moments becomes the pillar of strength given by the Almighty in your weakness like a caring hand always ready to hold you if and when your legs give away.                                IMG-20180204-WA0002

Inspiration can come from anything, even from as small as a honey bee or a struggling ant carrying its food to just a conversation you over hear during your daily commute. Open a window, if no doors opens infront of you and breathe in all the fresh air and all its freshness offered along with tons of vibrant and new positive energy and let out the stale air which had been suffocating you from within. And smile, for you have been blessed to see one another day in your life, live in the moment and soak in the bliss of the moment as happiness is just around the corner waiting to play peek a boo.                     IMG-20180205-WA0002

 

 

 

Author: anamikaisblogging

Uhmm! What do I say abt myself. Love to read, write, watch tons of movies and loves music. Educated enough to enlighten a few things to a few some who shows the interest to listen. This is me in a nutshell. Will let out little by little, like the cat out of the bag. Ok I think it's time to let out one more passion of mine, which I as much love as writing, and that is cooking. Trying out different new recipies with a slight variation added of mine makes my culinary skills a little adventurous cuisine.

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