Abyss

Somewhere far, deep down, I lost myself,
My real self, my inner most true self,
I lost me along with my self esteem and my entity,
My existence is a mere truth, sans my identity .

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Did I loose myself, in the deep dark woods,
Or did I leave myself in the thick dense forest,
Or was it in the middle of all the falsehoods,
Pertaining to the society’s deep down dark secrets.

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Where ever it was, I  couldn’t find myself,
I searched everywhere, except deep inside oneself,
Should I ask, someone else to look for me,
Or Should I, just take a peek within me.

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Slowly, I took a minute to inhale a deep breath,
Then dived inside myself, to get a view,
And Lo, I saw all curled up, all twisted and Oh so blue,
I found myself, Somewhere far, deep down underneath.

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Come with me I said, and she shook her head,
What was that she was scared of on this earth,
I didn’t force her to leave her hiding place henceforth,
I stayed by her, With her close by me, loosing her I dread.

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Will I ever come out, feeling alive, back into the world,
I want to, but only with my self esteem along with me,
I will come back, along with my self identity and all it’s entity ,
With head held high and with the same walk, Oh so bold!

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Author: anamikaisblogging

Uhmm! What do I say abt myself. Love to read, write, watch tons of movies and loves music. Educated enough to enlighten a few things to a few some who shows the interest to listen. This is me in a nutshell. Will let out little by little, like the cat out of the bag. Ok I think it's time to let out one more passion of mine, which I as much love as writing, and that is cooking. Trying out different new recipies with a slight variation added of mine makes my culinary skills a little adventurous cuisine.

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