Somewhere far, deep down, I lost myself,
My real self, my inner most true self,
I lost me along with my self esteem and my entity,
My existence is a mere truth, sans my identity .
Did I loose myself, in the deep dark woods,
Or did I leave myself in the thick dense forest,
Or was it in the middle of all the falsehoods,
Pertaining to the society’s deep down dark secrets.
Where ever it was, I couldn’t find myself,
I searched everywhere, except deep inside oneself,
Should I ask, someone else to look for me,
Or Should I, just take a peek within me.
Slowly, I took a minute to inhale a deep breath,
Then dived inside myself, to get a view,
And Lo, I saw all curled up, all twisted and Oh so blue,
I found myself, Somewhere far, deep down underneath.
Come with me I said, and she shook her head,
What was that she was scared of on this earth,
I didn’t force her to leave her hiding place henceforth,
I stayed by her, With her close by me, loosing her I dread.
Will I ever come out, feeling alive, back into the world,
I want to, but only with my self esteem along with me,
I will come back, along with my self identity and all it’s entity ,
With head held high and with the same walk, Oh so bold!