Letting go is never easy. Those who have tried it can vouch for that. But are we truly divine? We humans find it easier to hold on, than to let go, no matter how burdened it makes us feel. Ha! To feel lite again, just to run as swift as our light feathered legs could carry us. Just to sprint on that tender toes, like a deer. Just to, just to, i can go on. But am I yet ready for that flight? That’s something to ponder over. U know i love to collect all nicky nacky things in the world from young. A differently shaped pebble, forsaken stone of any thrown away ring, different colourful erasers, oh you know, i can just go on. But never realised i will do the same within me too. Not letting go of hurt, not letting go of tit tats, not letting go of petty things which ouched, oh no! I can still go on, this sudden realisation of the sensation that I need a tons of persuasion to let go! That made me stop on my track and made me to look behind the trail I left behind.
A lot of us like to hold on to feelings, emotional, hurtful or any thing that might be, its as if we need it, to thrive on, not realising even for a minute that it’s feeding on us, eating away our happiness, our inner peace, our capability to love, to feel compassionate, to feel empathy in fact, in a way it’s feeding on our very existence.
There are times, I felt very burdened about the way I feel, wished that I could just keep down the heavy heart and it’s heaviness and for once take a deep breath filling my lungs and me with fresh oxygenated air.
The very aspiration that letting go is the first step to having a future which comes without any baggage is to be acknowleged. If dreams has to come true, we have to dream isn’t it? The same way if we need to articulate between letting go and holding on then we need to accept that we are hurt and we choose to let go instead of holding on to. It won’t change anything which happened, but it’s sure to change something in the future. And it’s this future we look forward to. We may not be divine, but we sure are human, who reflects the divine nature.
So just let go! And float, if not physically but mentally, and be carefree, for tomorrow can take care of it’s own problems.