Something snapped today. And it made me think! Think about many things in life. Am I even sane to the fact that my life is treating me unfair? Do I realise that I have a task of swimming against the tide through out my entire life. Considered, a rebel in the early stages of growing up, I am still rebelling against all the odds life is throwing at me. But this rebellion is for survival. And the expectation to have an understanding relationship rowing with you against the tide during this cruciating times is asking for stars in the sky. I wonder many a times, whether I am unable to maintain any kind of relationship for that matter. It was as if a bubble burst, a fictional bubble I had created in my mind. How could I think everything is gonna workout fine for me. Struggle is written in every step of my way. Every damn (excuse the language) step I take. It seems unfair sometimes, that some have it easy, whereas others has to struggle for every thing. Every damn (excuse the language) thing in life. Every step we take is being watched, every word spoken has to be with caution, God knows what can bring harm and when. Life is short, why doesn’t people understand it and act accordingly. No!!!! They have to bring complications in everything. The way things are done, in the way words are spoken, in every action we do. God!!! How can life be lived so measured? A lifetime goes away, living life measured! Why doesn’t people realise it? Why do I have to bear the brunt of the spineless character of somebody? Why??? Why life is so unfair? Why???